Jan 14 2022 Part IIII
I know you would think that I keep bringing this back up , That’s because it hasn’t been resolved. For yourself or for me. It was a clumsy attempt at an apology 18 some odd years ago through the copied email. And then the hastily arranged meeting at the funeral of my Aunt on so quickly arranged in the side room. It was awkward at best You chose to lie when you took my hand, and then I asked you a second question just to check, which you told the truth too. Because it wasn’t about abusing me. As soon as I walked out of that room I walked up and Diana shamed me flat out shamed me with a finger in my face at a funeral for my aunt. She told me I was to be held accountable for everything and that everything was my fault and had been my fault… And well I’m not even really sure what went on with the invitation to the wedding. The saddest part of that is that I’m sorry it involves Lauren. That’s my deepest regret. But it’s not like a nightmare that wakes me up at night like the shit you did to me does. |
